Last night I went to bed with awe and this morning I woke up with it. Times like this I wonder if I am suffering from depression. And when I think of depression, I think of that cute commercial they play on TV. Which goes like “Where does depression hurts - EVERYWHERE, who does depression hurts - EVERYONE…. and so on.” It puts a smile on my face every time I think about it. – I am serious
So the question is why these little things are bothering me these days? Other question is why I am letting it happen? I usually come out very strong in these kind of situations that even the word terror usually get terrorized by me .. ha ha I am serious. Well, I will get into depth of this one of these days; right now I am too busy in wasting my life on school.
Anyway, on a lighter note, I am sleepy as I didn’t get good night of sleep for last couple days, for one reason and then another. But I am glad the weekend is here and I can recoup myself and get back to good old silly self.
Friday, April 27, 2007
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
My thoughts!
My thoughts have wings; they have been breaking all the records of speed lately. Not just of fastest bird or even fastest airplanes, those mighty concords and space crafts would have been biting dust and bowing in front of me after seeing the extent of my thoughts.
I have been thinking like a typical teenager lately, which is pretty sad for a person who has reached almost the peak of his adult years. There are moments I am completely lost and am in vacuum and at next moment I am finding my way out of the Tasmanian jungle and showing up in Sydney Opera house. Recently, I am also finding that everything which surrounds me, gives me both gratification and melancholy at times. I wonder why though. It does not make any sense but it is true.
Lately my mind has been going through a lot of things. I would think, there would be excitement over finishing the MBA. But no, there is none. The only feeling I am having lately about it, is “good riddance, it’s almost over”. I don’t even want to go to my graduation ceremony, even after constant emotional blackmailing by the director of program who I adore. I honestly don’t see any point of going to a commencement when I have no feelings about it. Besides I have achieved this feet 4 years ago anyway.
The school is not even over yet and I am already planning my next endeavors. The number 1 in the list is getting a Pilot license and I might very well start taking flying lessons as early as in July itself.
Other thought I am having is letting go the love for Albany. I think I need to do that and I am sincerely considering that decision for some major city. I need to see the world and Albany is certainly not it. I know I have emotional ties with this little city, but think about this. After I get the pilot license I can fly my own plane to Albany to meet my near and dear ones whenever I want to :--)
I have been thinking like a typical teenager lately, which is pretty sad for a person who has reached almost the peak of his adult years. There are moments I am completely lost and am in vacuum and at next moment I am finding my way out of the Tasmanian jungle and showing up in Sydney Opera house. Recently, I am also finding that everything which surrounds me, gives me both gratification and melancholy at times. I wonder why though. It does not make any sense but it is true.
Lately my mind has been going through a lot of things. I would think, there would be excitement over finishing the MBA. But no, there is none. The only feeling I am having lately about it, is “good riddance, it’s almost over”. I don’t even want to go to my graduation ceremony, even after constant emotional blackmailing by the director of program who I adore. I honestly don’t see any point of going to a commencement when I have no feelings about it. Besides I have achieved this feet 4 years ago anyway.
The school is not even over yet and I am already planning my next endeavors. The number 1 in the list is getting a Pilot license and I might very well start taking flying lessons as early as in July itself.
Other thought I am having is letting go the love for Albany. I think I need to do that and I am sincerely considering that decision for some major city. I need to see the world and Albany is certainly not it. I know I have emotional ties with this little city, but think about this. After I get the pilot license I can fly my own plane to Albany to meet my near and dear ones whenever I want to :--)
Monday, April 09, 2007
Weekend in Montreal!
I meant to write about this montreal saga since day 1, but i am awaiting for pics so that I can post a couple here :-)
Anyway it was one of the most spontaneous thing I have done in my life. Coming back from work around 6:30 and at 7:30 decided to go across the border and around 9, left for it. I will write about this eventful weekend later at some point as I am not reallly in mood for it at the moment ..
So i'll edit this post and run a nice one later .. til then .. bye bye :-)
Anyway it was one of the most spontaneous thing I have done in my life. Coming back from work around 6:30 and at 7:30 decided to go across the border and around 9, left for it. I will write about this eventful weekend later at some point as I am not reallly in mood for it at the moment ..
So i'll edit this post and run a nice one later .. til then .. bye bye :-)
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